12 Month Insight Email Reading (full)
SEPTEMBER
This is a good time to actually get away, a bit of travel not so much like a holiday but has that aura around it of getting away. Your going to be fully charged up, full of energy but be careful of impulses as this shows your enthusiasm can also mean not thinking everything through. Big Ideas Big Plans come to mind for you around this month. Your really in the mind set to getting things done. Especially around your career this is where things are going to get better than you were expected, you were born to work for yourself, your own boss. This tells me that your really going to work hard around this now. This is where perhaps I feel the travel of goingplaces to do your work, peoples homes.
You are definitely in a more psychic and intuitive phase than usual, so it will be important for you to trust your instincts and your impressions, even if you don't know where they are coming from. Also, not that you need to be mistrusting, but it will be helpful for you to realize that not everything is as it seems, so tune into that part of yourself that little more around this month. If you feel like you can't trust someone then its likely that you can't, don't second guess yourself on what may seem a bit fishy.There is a good reason in why your sensing it, even though you wont understand why your getting all these psychic vibes from. Also here suggests that you maybe looking into financial help to create a business up, may take longer than you would like to hear on that decision, before you do anything else, wait till you know the outcome. Then you can cover everything else after.
As the final outcome of this month, it does show your material and financial needs will be met, so relating to the last paragraph this is conformation that it does come through but you need to be a slight be patient for it. Its telling me you have a lot to be thankful for this month, good health, good and happy home, finances on the side and just generally everything seems to be going well in your planning.
OCTOBER
Okay so the energy about you from October tells me that you have the urge to just speak out about anything you feel strongly about. For a while in the past, you tend to close yourself off from what you truly think. I see a real confidence in your here, that your not ashamed for who you are or what your beliefs are. It really feels like a renewed woman. Around your finances, your slightly a bit worried that your not going to have everything to cover what you were hoping, a bit like Oh I thought I worked it out right, its not biggy it just means its a bit on the tight side, hold out on any investments, purchases at the start of the month and even if it means just borrowing a little from a female relative you can if you wanted to, but wait just a week till there is more in your bank.
I feel that you have noticed interest in you around your love life, I actually feel 2 guys wanting your attention.One in particular will really want to try and wow you but not sure if your going to see that in a positive light of a negative but just keep in mind, there is a sudden interest from guys in general, and this month really sticks out to me for that. I have to say love is actually on its way to you, its up to you whether you want this right now its a case of if you want you you can get it, if you don't you don't have to. Just keep all that in mind..
This month does have the feeling of trying to do a lot in a short amount of time, so your trying to be involved with as much as possible, but you sort of feel like your constantly busy. If your feeling a bit towards the end of the month that its a bit too much going on, listen to your feelings about it. Also don't feel you cant ask for help even if it means getting someone to have the kids. You don't have to do it all alone, there is people around you that can help when ever you need them to. I do feel 'your in demand' for your work this month, maybe this is why it feels quite chaotic trying to ram everything in, this is good but it seems you wasn't expecting that much work in a short amount of time.
NOVEMBER
This month shows a friend around you, a female that tends to stick by your side through the bad and good times. At times you may come across as a bit self-absorbed she is always there when you need her to be. I'm shown this female as someone trying to conceive or at least wanting to get pregnant, see a chat around pregnancy. This friend is also going to help with your work not doing the actual work but the key in which to find clients. So definitely feeling that your offering a service within a business.. Also see you going out for a few drinks with this female in this month. Its just telling you that you can depend on her, even when she does seem to talk about herself a lot lol when you get to find a word in edge ways she is there for you. Good friendship confirmation here.
Your in suspense, at a cross roads and have one or 2 options come to you here. It may seem like your tapping your fingers on the table and thinking what should I do now. It feels a lot more quieter for you so your thinking up plans again, ideas. Brain storming really, but there is 2 options and its a case of only being able to choose one. Although things seem to be quieter this is giving you a time to look at all matters from a different and fresh perspective. Which allows you to come to the best solution for you at this time. Your accessing life as it currently stands, so don't expect too much to go on this month, but see it as your breathing month, where you think things out better for yourself. Also allows you to get back on top with the home, the kids and the odd jobs that you haven't had time for.
With the sun card as your overall feeling and end result of November this is highly positive. Telling you that your going in the right direction.Your feeling more free than you have done, even in years actually right now. EEEk excitement feeling.. Although everything so good for you now, don't lose focus. I also feel financially your feeling better about because you know you can cover yourself over the December. Health is really good, and feel that this is because your mentality is healthier. You are the sort of person that health problems can occur through stress and depression, but none of that negative in you so far.. Good stuff.
DECEMBER
So the first significant situation im shown around you here, is that your avoiding any conflicts, stress as much as possible. Your going to hear or even be in witness of people falling out, and you just want no involvement in it at all. Your actually finding it uneasy to be around, its like people not getting on with others, an uncomfortable feeling. You wish it to go away. Making you feel that you dont want any problems in your life considering you have been through enough times as it is. Leave them to it.
Also it feels like you just want achievement in your life, but your not quite there yet. You may have to ask yourself whether your doing enough, or taking the right steps in that direction. Are you slacking a little bit. It feels your so close to getting where you want to be, yet your losing sight a little bit in December of where your heading. I feel its a case of well its the end of the year, so maybe try harder at the beginning of the year 2014. However you haven't got much more to go so why slack now? Keep going that way you can start the year with completion.
There also maybe a relationship breakdown but no explanation, sometimes Im not shown people but pure situations, so you have to keep certain things such as this in mind that it could be for you or could be for someone around you. It tells me that there is no answers from a guy I sense, its like whats going on? yet being left hanging with no clue in the world. Its showing question marks around a relationship ending all of a sudden, leaving someone baffled and not knowing where there standing.
The last feeling over the whole of the month of December is telling you that you dont have to worry. If there is quiet periods then take a breather this will happen, dont start panicking when this quiet periods happen. Just use the time you have to do some things that you haven't had time to do when you have been busy. Of course being December and near Christmas its all about family, celebrations so basically make that as your to do list here. Make time for family and children.. Also take note of what has worked out the last few months and what hasn't then your know what to keep what not to keep. Take each day as it comes in December.
JANUARY
The importance of feedback comes to mind for you, feel word of mouth is important but so is feedback with what your doing in your work. Advertisement is one thing, but recommendation is the best advertisement that you can do for a business/self-employment. Hearing what people think is on your Agenda this month. Feedback can be as 'well done' or words of advice, see you taking it all in and your not alone. You have at least 2 others helping you out when you need them, so asking what others think can benefit you more than you think. You have the skills and a plan of action, so the next stage is getting yourself out there more and showing what you can really do. Ideas that perhaps that some others haven't even thought of will come to mind. Teamwork is big to you here.
Also this is a time to share life experiences with others, telling people what you have been through and others telling you there situations. I wouldn't normally say go over the past and it can dig up old wounds but here talking about it actually makes you stronger for it, telling you that its a realization that you no longer have any regrets, yes you have made mistakes but you have learnt from them. Your not ashamed of anything and feeling quite open about everything, as you do this it feels like a weight of your shoulders, may even be telling people some hidden secrets that you have kept to yourself, what people may see as sins etc Your very much an open book from the new year, and you dont need to hide yourself no longer.
You will have to put each area of your life under a microscope and be brutally honest with yourself. There is a desire to move on and be happy but for the first time you are conscious of not wanting to repeat the same old mistakes or get stuck in negative patterns. There is an effort on your part to liberate your self from your old self or a part of it that has been holding you back. Shows that your really taking full responsibility for your life rather than pointing the finger your accepting what you done wrong. You may have several options or opportunities open to you at present but are bewildered by the variety of what is on offer. Every option looks attractive and has its appeal leaving you confused and unable to make a decision. You will have to make a choice sooner or later but do give it some thought as what you decide on will ultimately affect you on an emotional level. It may also set the tone of your life for the foreseeable future. Don’t be influenced by those around you. Try to focus in on what is important. You must take responsibility for your choice. Be very observant of every part of your life. See it how it is not how you see things in your imagination, as sometimes it does come across that perhaps your hoping for a bit too much..
FEBRUARY
This month points to reasons to be happy but your not quite feeling it. Showing anxiety around you here. Try to get a handle on whats bothering you this a good time to be able to talk to someone about it. Having an outsiders point of view will help you put some things into perspective I feel another female like an advisor to help you with your feelings this month. Don't worry we all have issues from time to time, it is a feeling of not really why your not as happy as you should be. Like it doesn't make sense. Look at your hormone changes this month as it has a lot to say about the way your feeling.
Getting back out with your social groups, friends are as important to you like your family. Everyone seems to have a lot going on so I feel at times there is periods where you may not here from others quite as much as you hope. However make sure you make it routine to get out and enjoy yourself. I know what its like myself with kids and home and work, its like arggh need to break free sometimes and let your hair down. Don't get too mixed up with priorities there is days you can just think I just do that tomorrow instead..work around your life to get the fun in there as well. I also see a female light haired traveling down your way as well for a good old catch up. .
MARCH
From the month of March your going to start to see different sides to people, that you were totally unaware of. Especially connected to an older male here. Showing some minor disagreements with this person. I don't feel its a friend or boyfriend, this actually feels more within the family link. Not someone you would really fall out with, but is showing come out of balance relationship around this time. So keep in mind. This feels like a person you would see as a father figure, someone you could depend on, look up to.
March symbolizes you taking control of your life though, regardless of others telling how to do things rightly. You have firm belief systems right now, and your sticking to them. It does suggest this older guy will be giving you a bit of a helping hand with some advice, a bit of tough love I suppose. It may come across as nagging which is why you may put up a bit of a defense with him. I do feel father issues connected to you this month. Or a guy that is very like your father in his ways.
There is some sort of legal situation here that goes in your favour. It does have a feeling of being wrongly done by, so its important that before the March Month your not getting into anything that doesn't feel quite right.. I do feel that this is someone else deciding on the outcome here, feel your get back what you thought was lost. Could be to do with a contract of some sort, so money definitely. It maybe that this guy I saw finds out or gets involved..
APRIL
So April comes around and Im feeling that its a time that your feel you need to save your breathe. Your likely to feel no-one is really listening to you, whether your right or wrong. This is the point where you need to figure our where to go from here, as the only way to go is up. The best that you can is do is handle everything with grace. Even if things at this time dont seem exactly great, your come out looking the betther person than those around you. There's a chance that an oversight that you wrote off as minor maybe bigger than you first thought. In this situation the best thing that you can do is a lot of damage control and fix whatever fuckups there has been to your current situation.
The next thing is about searching of yourself, and its not about someone you need to be, but its someone you need to find. Its a clear sign that sometimes you need that time to find out who you are. Also shows that perhaps your feeling that you just can't be around certain individuals right now, and your pushing yourself away from there presence. I feel that a lot of the time you have family especially that always have to pick at downfalls or things you do wrong, and you feel a lot of the time your trying to always please people. This just doesn't work, you cant please everyone so you need to step away from feeling you can't be the real you because you know it be wrong in others eyes. Your keeping your distance this month.
So after somewhat slight struggles recently, the last indication is all about movement. Its also a time in what you want from a particular relationship. You don't have to push this view too much on this person, but someone here does need to take the lead (you) it where your heading.. Your in the mood of wanting a change, do something, plan something all of a sudden your find that your feel better for speaking up about this...
MAY
This month about you is that your a person with compassion, a lot of love, really tries to protect her children with all her might. However your feeling hurt, put-upon and feeling suspicious of everyone. Its a feeling like can you only trust yourself these days. It seems like your asking yourself why do people have to lie, or make up stories. Stay focused of your loving side right now, spend time with just your kids. Its a pure family time in May.
You may be having an urge to prove that you are right about something to someone - and this could be a serious waste of your time and energy. If you're right, you're right, and it doesn't matter if people believe you, generally speaking. It feels a connection to a female that is blonde here. Your questioning yourself about this girl right now. I feel she's also come up in other parts of your reading. Has the same similar feeling. Seems like a warning to watch out for this one if im honest with you. Something dont quite add up.
You may be emotionally drained in work & home and need a break or holiday badly but this is either denied to you or you refuse the opportunity of escape. This is showing that your needing to plod on until you can just have those few days to just chill out. I feel as of late you have been here there and everywhere and it seems you haven't had hardly anytime to yourself. Get this month over with and be ready for a good start to the summer.
JUNE
What I get for you here is the only obstacle you have right now is yourself, you have the ability to achieve more than what you have now. I feel your stopping yourself at times, even with your thoughts you play a role in not getting to where you want to be. You need to bring back some positivity. Your naturally independent and very much able to making dreams happen. The person you are is fated to be an achiever and making an impact. Self confidence is everything.
I had some cards fly out for you here and they tell me along with my intuition is that not everything will happen over night and patience is often needed, and although that's slightly frustrating to wait, its always comes good in the end. What I have for you is some positive changes that come on around 3 weeks times, the tables are turning in your favor and its finally having some luck come your way. I do want to say also some decision making about people in your life maybe needed soon, as they don't seem to be doing you many favors. Your life has been a bit topsy turvy but you have always come out on top and this won't change, there of course will be stumbling blocks along the way but you will pick yourself back up and move on.
The first thing I want to say here is at least you have your man there for you, even if things get so bad you always have each other and always will. As I mentioned earlier there have been a few bad happenings, a ring of bad luck that's come your way and it seems like its never ending. your worried your fated with bad happenings, but your not. I feel like holidays are a definite for you, its revitalizes you completely but then again bad luck as sometimes followed you on these moments.
JULY
This month you also have a few things to focus on okay. The first is quite interesting actually, telling me that you need somehting new to focus on in your life. Your a very intelligent woman, but your not being able to express the things you like in your work that your doing. I feel that you need to look into doing something that you enjoy that you can express your like in. You need a focus as this will motivate you and give you energy. The card tells me learning something new whether it be academically or a skill. Its what the angels want you to look into in this month. Also this month your be having a lot of dreams, these dreams won't be just dreams okay. You need to note down what you can remember. When you remember a dream its the ones from spirit. They may mean nothing, but the more unusual ones are the most insightful. When you note one down look at what they mean online/books and you will find some added guidance this month from the world of spirit. Take there advice as well as mine.
You have great intentions to do things, brilliant ideas and excellent plans. However how often are they followed through? I'm being shown that you should continue to have plans and ideas however do things one at a time. That way you will manage to complete things. I feel that you very much start things and never finish them off. This is something you need to start changing otherwise you will continue to do this and it will become frustrating to you very much so, to the point that you will get annoyed. Especially when its things that need doing within the home, if its there looking right at you, it will create harmony in your home. I know this may seem like a strange guidance but it will do you the world of good completing things.
AUGUST
This month tells me that you would like to change your image, or make yourself feel a lot better. Yes, this month is guiding you to take time out for yourself. In order to make yourself feel good, do the the things that make you feel good. Think back, what use to make you feel good. There's a change in you this month and your wanting new things and you want to be a lot more happier than what you have been. Your really starting to take some control of your life here. I also want to mention that you really should think about healthy eating, the card shows that you need to look after you body with good food as well as exercise. You could very well get health problems fairly easily if you don't look after yourself properly.
Your a person that has to have stability in your life. You cannot stand not knowing where things are going,or where your heading. Plans are important. You also like to do different things daily, if you don't do that it could quite easily bring your mood right down. Your also a person that once your mind is made up, that is it. There is no changing your mind, even if there's a possibility of you being wrong. With career matters your confident and any set backs, rather than moaning you just get on with what needs to be done. You will find that people come to you for advice, but you may not always give the right advice as you only go by what you would do rather than what the person should really do. You hate to be rushed though, so if you have so many things to do at once you can easily be frustrated. You also do not like changes, things should stay the same anything threatening that really worries you. If there has to be something change you don't mind if its not going to change routines or stop plans. You make a very good friend, but on the getting close to your heart is hard. You do not open up very well to those around, making it seem sometimes that you have no problems or worries.You love the comfort of your home, but must insist in having really nice furniture and bits and bobs. The last thing I get surrounding you is that your very cautious of your money by August, which is very good as I don't feel you will get into any financial crisis along the way from this point forward xx
Love & Light
Melissa
SEPTEMBER
This is a good time to actually get away, a bit of travel not so much like a holiday but has that aura around it of getting away. Your going to be fully charged up, full of energy but be careful of impulses as this shows your enthusiasm can also mean not thinking everything through. Big Ideas Big Plans come to mind for you around this month. Your really in the mind set to getting things done. Especially around your career this is where things are going to get better than you were expected, you were born to work for yourself, your own boss. This tells me that your really going to work hard around this now. This is where perhaps I feel the travel of goingplaces to do your work, peoples homes.
You are definitely in a more psychic and intuitive phase than usual, so it will be important for you to trust your instincts and your impressions, even if you don't know where they are coming from. Also, not that you need to be mistrusting, but it will be helpful for you to realize that not everything is as it seems, so tune into that part of yourself that little more around this month. If you feel like you can't trust someone then its likely that you can't, don't second guess yourself on what may seem a bit fishy.There is a good reason in why your sensing it, even though you wont understand why your getting all these psychic vibes from. Also here suggests that you maybe looking into financial help to create a business up, may take longer than you would like to hear on that decision, before you do anything else, wait till you know the outcome. Then you can cover everything else after.
As the final outcome of this month, it does show your material and financial needs will be met, so relating to the last paragraph this is conformation that it does come through but you need to be a slight be patient for it. Its telling me you have a lot to be thankful for this month, good health, good and happy home, finances on the side and just generally everything seems to be going well in your planning.
OCTOBER
Okay so the energy about you from October tells me that you have the urge to just speak out about anything you feel strongly about. For a while in the past, you tend to close yourself off from what you truly think. I see a real confidence in your here, that your not ashamed for who you are or what your beliefs are. It really feels like a renewed woman. Around your finances, your slightly a bit worried that your not going to have everything to cover what you were hoping, a bit like Oh I thought I worked it out right, its not biggy it just means its a bit on the tight side, hold out on any investments, purchases at the start of the month and even if it means just borrowing a little from a female relative you can if you wanted to, but wait just a week till there is more in your bank.
I feel that you have noticed interest in you around your love life, I actually feel 2 guys wanting your attention.One in particular will really want to try and wow you but not sure if your going to see that in a positive light of a negative but just keep in mind, there is a sudden interest from guys in general, and this month really sticks out to me for that. I have to say love is actually on its way to you, its up to you whether you want this right now its a case of if you want you you can get it, if you don't you don't have to. Just keep all that in mind..
This month does have the feeling of trying to do a lot in a short amount of time, so your trying to be involved with as much as possible, but you sort of feel like your constantly busy. If your feeling a bit towards the end of the month that its a bit too much going on, listen to your feelings about it. Also don't feel you cant ask for help even if it means getting someone to have the kids. You don't have to do it all alone, there is people around you that can help when ever you need them to. I do feel 'your in demand' for your work this month, maybe this is why it feels quite chaotic trying to ram everything in, this is good but it seems you wasn't expecting that much work in a short amount of time.
NOVEMBER
This month shows a friend around you, a female that tends to stick by your side through the bad and good times. At times you may come across as a bit self-absorbed she is always there when you need her to be. I'm shown this female as someone trying to conceive or at least wanting to get pregnant, see a chat around pregnancy. This friend is also going to help with your work not doing the actual work but the key in which to find clients. So definitely feeling that your offering a service within a business.. Also see you going out for a few drinks with this female in this month. Its just telling you that you can depend on her, even when she does seem to talk about herself a lot lol when you get to find a word in edge ways she is there for you. Good friendship confirmation here.
Your in suspense, at a cross roads and have one or 2 options come to you here. It may seem like your tapping your fingers on the table and thinking what should I do now. It feels a lot more quieter for you so your thinking up plans again, ideas. Brain storming really, but there is 2 options and its a case of only being able to choose one. Although things seem to be quieter this is giving you a time to look at all matters from a different and fresh perspective. Which allows you to come to the best solution for you at this time. Your accessing life as it currently stands, so don't expect too much to go on this month, but see it as your breathing month, where you think things out better for yourself. Also allows you to get back on top with the home, the kids and the odd jobs that you haven't had time for.
With the sun card as your overall feeling and end result of November this is highly positive. Telling you that your going in the right direction.Your feeling more free than you have done, even in years actually right now. EEEk excitement feeling.. Although everything so good for you now, don't lose focus. I also feel financially your feeling better about because you know you can cover yourself over the December. Health is really good, and feel that this is because your mentality is healthier. You are the sort of person that health problems can occur through stress and depression, but none of that negative in you so far.. Good stuff.
DECEMBER
So the first significant situation im shown around you here, is that your avoiding any conflicts, stress as much as possible. Your going to hear or even be in witness of people falling out, and you just want no involvement in it at all. Your actually finding it uneasy to be around, its like people not getting on with others, an uncomfortable feeling. You wish it to go away. Making you feel that you dont want any problems in your life considering you have been through enough times as it is. Leave them to it.
Also it feels like you just want achievement in your life, but your not quite there yet. You may have to ask yourself whether your doing enough, or taking the right steps in that direction. Are you slacking a little bit. It feels your so close to getting where you want to be, yet your losing sight a little bit in December of where your heading. I feel its a case of well its the end of the year, so maybe try harder at the beginning of the year 2014. However you haven't got much more to go so why slack now? Keep going that way you can start the year with completion.
There also maybe a relationship breakdown but no explanation, sometimes Im not shown people but pure situations, so you have to keep certain things such as this in mind that it could be for you or could be for someone around you. It tells me that there is no answers from a guy I sense, its like whats going on? yet being left hanging with no clue in the world. Its showing question marks around a relationship ending all of a sudden, leaving someone baffled and not knowing where there standing.
The last feeling over the whole of the month of December is telling you that you dont have to worry. If there is quiet periods then take a breather this will happen, dont start panicking when this quiet periods happen. Just use the time you have to do some things that you haven't had time to do when you have been busy. Of course being December and near Christmas its all about family, celebrations so basically make that as your to do list here. Make time for family and children.. Also take note of what has worked out the last few months and what hasn't then your know what to keep what not to keep. Take each day as it comes in December.
JANUARY
The importance of feedback comes to mind for you, feel word of mouth is important but so is feedback with what your doing in your work. Advertisement is one thing, but recommendation is the best advertisement that you can do for a business/self-employment. Hearing what people think is on your Agenda this month. Feedback can be as 'well done' or words of advice, see you taking it all in and your not alone. You have at least 2 others helping you out when you need them, so asking what others think can benefit you more than you think. You have the skills and a plan of action, so the next stage is getting yourself out there more and showing what you can really do. Ideas that perhaps that some others haven't even thought of will come to mind. Teamwork is big to you here.
Also this is a time to share life experiences with others, telling people what you have been through and others telling you there situations. I wouldn't normally say go over the past and it can dig up old wounds but here talking about it actually makes you stronger for it, telling you that its a realization that you no longer have any regrets, yes you have made mistakes but you have learnt from them. Your not ashamed of anything and feeling quite open about everything, as you do this it feels like a weight of your shoulders, may even be telling people some hidden secrets that you have kept to yourself, what people may see as sins etc Your very much an open book from the new year, and you dont need to hide yourself no longer.
You will have to put each area of your life under a microscope and be brutally honest with yourself. There is a desire to move on and be happy but for the first time you are conscious of not wanting to repeat the same old mistakes or get stuck in negative patterns. There is an effort on your part to liberate your self from your old self or a part of it that has been holding you back. Shows that your really taking full responsibility for your life rather than pointing the finger your accepting what you done wrong. You may have several options or opportunities open to you at present but are bewildered by the variety of what is on offer. Every option looks attractive and has its appeal leaving you confused and unable to make a decision. You will have to make a choice sooner or later but do give it some thought as what you decide on will ultimately affect you on an emotional level. It may also set the tone of your life for the foreseeable future. Don’t be influenced by those around you. Try to focus in on what is important. You must take responsibility for your choice. Be very observant of every part of your life. See it how it is not how you see things in your imagination, as sometimes it does come across that perhaps your hoping for a bit too much..
FEBRUARY
This month points to reasons to be happy but your not quite feeling it. Showing anxiety around you here. Try to get a handle on whats bothering you this a good time to be able to talk to someone about it. Having an outsiders point of view will help you put some things into perspective I feel another female like an advisor to help you with your feelings this month. Don't worry we all have issues from time to time, it is a feeling of not really why your not as happy as you should be. Like it doesn't make sense. Look at your hormone changes this month as it has a lot to say about the way your feeling.
Getting back out with your social groups, friends are as important to you like your family. Everyone seems to have a lot going on so I feel at times there is periods where you may not here from others quite as much as you hope. However make sure you make it routine to get out and enjoy yourself. I know what its like myself with kids and home and work, its like arggh need to break free sometimes and let your hair down. Don't get too mixed up with priorities there is days you can just think I just do that tomorrow instead..work around your life to get the fun in there as well. I also see a female light haired traveling down your way as well for a good old catch up. .
MARCH
From the month of March your going to start to see different sides to people, that you were totally unaware of. Especially connected to an older male here. Showing some minor disagreements with this person. I don't feel its a friend or boyfriend, this actually feels more within the family link. Not someone you would really fall out with, but is showing come out of balance relationship around this time. So keep in mind. This feels like a person you would see as a father figure, someone you could depend on, look up to.
March symbolizes you taking control of your life though, regardless of others telling how to do things rightly. You have firm belief systems right now, and your sticking to them. It does suggest this older guy will be giving you a bit of a helping hand with some advice, a bit of tough love I suppose. It may come across as nagging which is why you may put up a bit of a defense with him. I do feel father issues connected to you this month. Or a guy that is very like your father in his ways.
There is some sort of legal situation here that goes in your favour. It does have a feeling of being wrongly done by, so its important that before the March Month your not getting into anything that doesn't feel quite right.. I do feel that this is someone else deciding on the outcome here, feel your get back what you thought was lost. Could be to do with a contract of some sort, so money definitely. It maybe that this guy I saw finds out or gets involved..
APRIL
So April comes around and Im feeling that its a time that your feel you need to save your breathe. Your likely to feel no-one is really listening to you, whether your right or wrong. This is the point where you need to figure our where to go from here, as the only way to go is up. The best that you can is do is handle everything with grace. Even if things at this time dont seem exactly great, your come out looking the betther person than those around you. There's a chance that an oversight that you wrote off as minor maybe bigger than you first thought. In this situation the best thing that you can do is a lot of damage control and fix whatever fuckups there has been to your current situation.
The next thing is about searching of yourself, and its not about someone you need to be, but its someone you need to find. Its a clear sign that sometimes you need that time to find out who you are. Also shows that perhaps your feeling that you just can't be around certain individuals right now, and your pushing yourself away from there presence. I feel that a lot of the time you have family especially that always have to pick at downfalls or things you do wrong, and you feel a lot of the time your trying to always please people. This just doesn't work, you cant please everyone so you need to step away from feeling you can't be the real you because you know it be wrong in others eyes. Your keeping your distance this month.
So after somewhat slight struggles recently, the last indication is all about movement. Its also a time in what you want from a particular relationship. You don't have to push this view too much on this person, but someone here does need to take the lead (you) it where your heading.. Your in the mood of wanting a change, do something, plan something all of a sudden your find that your feel better for speaking up about this...
MAY
This month about you is that your a person with compassion, a lot of love, really tries to protect her children with all her might. However your feeling hurt, put-upon and feeling suspicious of everyone. Its a feeling like can you only trust yourself these days. It seems like your asking yourself why do people have to lie, or make up stories. Stay focused of your loving side right now, spend time with just your kids. Its a pure family time in May.
You may be having an urge to prove that you are right about something to someone - and this could be a serious waste of your time and energy. If you're right, you're right, and it doesn't matter if people believe you, generally speaking. It feels a connection to a female that is blonde here. Your questioning yourself about this girl right now. I feel she's also come up in other parts of your reading. Has the same similar feeling. Seems like a warning to watch out for this one if im honest with you. Something dont quite add up.
You may be emotionally drained in work & home and need a break or holiday badly but this is either denied to you or you refuse the opportunity of escape. This is showing that your needing to plod on until you can just have those few days to just chill out. I feel as of late you have been here there and everywhere and it seems you haven't had hardly anytime to yourself. Get this month over with and be ready for a good start to the summer.
JUNE
What I get for you here is the only obstacle you have right now is yourself, you have the ability to achieve more than what you have now. I feel your stopping yourself at times, even with your thoughts you play a role in not getting to where you want to be. You need to bring back some positivity. Your naturally independent and very much able to making dreams happen. The person you are is fated to be an achiever and making an impact. Self confidence is everything.
I had some cards fly out for you here and they tell me along with my intuition is that not everything will happen over night and patience is often needed, and although that's slightly frustrating to wait, its always comes good in the end. What I have for you is some positive changes that come on around 3 weeks times, the tables are turning in your favor and its finally having some luck come your way. I do want to say also some decision making about people in your life maybe needed soon, as they don't seem to be doing you many favors. Your life has been a bit topsy turvy but you have always come out on top and this won't change, there of course will be stumbling blocks along the way but you will pick yourself back up and move on.
The first thing I want to say here is at least you have your man there for you, even if things get so bad you always have each other and always will. As I mentioned earlier there have been a few bad happenings, a ring of bad luck that's come your way and it seems like its never ending. your worried your fated with bad happenings, but your not. I feel like holidays are a definite for you, its revitalizes you completely but then again bad luck as sometimes followed you on these moments.
JULY
This month you also have a few things to focus on okay. The first is quite interesting actually, telling me that you need somehting new to focus on in your life. Your a very intelligent woman, but your not being able to express the things you like in your work that your doing. I feel that you need to look into doing something that you enjoy that you can express your like in. You need a focus as this will motivate you and give you energy. The card tells me learning something new whether it be academically or a skill. Its what the angels want you to look into in this month. Also this month your be having a lot of dreams, these dreams won't be just dreams okay. You need to note down what you can remember. When you remember a dream its the ones from spirit. They may mean nothing, but the more unusual ones are the most insightful. When you note one down look at what they mean online/books and you will find some added guidance this month from the world of spirit. Take there advice as well as mine.
You have great intentions to do things, brilliant ideas and excellent plans. However how often are they followed through? I'm being shown that you should continue to have plans and ideas however do things one at a time. That way you will manage to complete things. I feel that you very much start things and never finish them off. This is something you need to start changing otherwise you will continue to do this and it will become frustrating to you very much so, to the point that you will get annoyed. Especially when its things that need doing within the home, if its there looking right at you, it will create harmony in your home. I know this may seem like a strange guidance but it will do you the world of good completing things.
AUGUST
This month tells me that you would like to change your image, or make yourself feel a lot better. Yes, this month is guiding you to take time out for yourself. In order to make yourself feel good, do the the things that make you feel good. Think back, what use to make you feel good. There's a change in you this month and your wanting new things and you want to be a lot more happier than what you have been. Your really starting to take some control of your life here. I also want to mention that you really should think about healthy eating, the card shows that you need to look after you body with good food as well as exercise. You could very well get health problems fairly easily if you don't look after yourself properly.
Your a person that has to have stability in your life. You cannot stand not knowing where things are going,or where your heading. Plans are important. You also like to do different things daily, if you don't do that it could quite easily bring your mood right down. Your also a person that once your mind is made up, that is it. There is no changing your mind, even if there's a possibility of you being wrong. With career matters your confident and any set backs, rather than moaning you just get on with what needs to be done. You will find that people come to you for advice, but you may not always give the right advice as you only go by what you would do rather than what the person should really do. You hate to be rushed though, so if you have so many things to do at once you can easily be frustrated. You also do not like changes, things should stay the same anything threatening that really worries you. If there has to be something change you don't mind if its not going to change routines or stop plans. You make a very good friend, but on the getting close to your heart is hard. You do not open up very well to those around, making it seem sometimes that you have no problems or worries.You love the comfort of your home, but must insist in having really nice furniture and bits and bobs. The last thing I get surrounding you is that your very cautious of your money by August, which is very good as I don't feel you will get into any financial crisis along the way from this point forward xx
Love & Light
Melissa
One Question Reading -
House Moving
The first thing I'm drawn to your decision on moving has been a bit of a pain in back, its be on/off for a little while actually but think you and your family need to pick up your life and put it elsewhere now for a brand new life. I say a brand new life as this feels not just in the area new move is a big move, relocating you mentioned to me anyway but the cards are confirming that you will absolutely be doing this. Its just the whole 101 other things you need to sort out before that happens. I dont feel you want to be in a busy location, so see you a more rural setting but not too far from society in the sense of being in a peaceful setting but not far to drive into a location with everything you need, including work. So the area is very siginificant. Im really drawn to Herfordshire, is came to me instantly as the location that would be ideal for you all. So if you haven't yet picked an actual location im really drawn to here for you, like a very key place thats going to bring a lot of positivity. The whole setting and location is exactly where I see you will be going.. So please keep this in mind. The overall feeling of your first card is all about moving on from your past as well, so there is an essence of wanting to leave some things behind to, past experiences.
A place of home is like your sanctuary you have no problem with what a property looks like on the inside because you have an eye for design so when you view a property I can see you already picturing where exactly you will put all your things. Your home is like your soul so its going to need to fit your criteria that you have in place. I think you have a big thing about character and you like anything with a story behind it. Im seeing loads of creams, beiges and browns in your new home, this is after you move of course but your make your new home a palace. It seems your prefer to buy for your home than yourself, so I see you getting something new almost every other week. Lots of vases, oil burners and flowers. There is something drawing me to curtains, its like you have absolutely the eye for how things should look..Your kitchen maybe small but there is room for a dinning area seems kitchen one end and then a table at the other. Im seeing this home how your going to make it as your own..
The final card is showing the completion phase of the initial moving phase, I get the 3 of cups and this is telling me the cups being the month and 3 is the number of months in which I see this completion happening. So an actual moved out moved on time which brings me to the end of November into December. So do feel although there is a lot to sort for time scales your actually going to be on target for this to happen. I see again this being exactly what you needed. The last thing I can add is that I see real happiness with you all.
Love'n'light
Melissa
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One Specific Focus Reading-
Love Life
Its drawing me from 6 weeks time right until the month of February where its showing your challenges in your love life, this is showing that your pushing through everything that's been holding you back to meeting someone new, anxiety, fear see you facing the fear and doing it anyway. This means pushing yourself to talking to new faces, not being so judgmental not all men just want to get into your pants. There will be some of a few egotistical losers out there to try it on, but your a clever girl to know who is genuine and who is not. You deserve some praise here as well because you are going to be reaching a bit of a milestone, where your not one to take too many chances but go with the flow, without thinking too much, worrying too much. Your wonder why you have been so worried about getting to know someone new, ok there will be friends around you that will help you feel comfortable, and I am shown a bar to left and seating area to the right, I do see men and one approaching, don't feel scared if there is one who wants to talk to you, chatting cant do no harm right. Just give yourself a chance, your friends are there if you don't like the bloke then fair enough walk away, but see you relaxing here. I feel the reason being is your not thinking, not expecting anything. Its the start of you overcoming everything that's been holding you back to meet someone new. I see you going actually that's not too bad, he wasn't trying to pull me, we were just having an adult conversation, making you see sense that there are some actual decent guys out there. Don't always think a bloke has a hidden agenda, most go out with friends without even having intentions of meeting a girl, if they do then that's a lovely and positive thing to happen. What im saying is don't paint men all with the same brush, each one has there own reasons to want to chat or get to know you. Trust your gut instincts, I see you becoming a lot more confident around men in general though. In timings for the rest of the year im purely only seeing 'possibilities' of love not actual love.
I am drawn to February 2014 for a guy that turns even your head, and shows an interest to you. This will get you feeling a bit excited. This is also a time where your truly leaving your past behind you, and ready for the new phase in your life. Your feeling ready for love, and your giving this guy a chance. Pay particular attention to places that your going in that month, it has a lot to do with the different location that you currently are where this new male comes in. Even possibly connected to your career comes in here, as I don't feel this is like a meeting on a night out drinking, it feels very much in the day and possibly through your work link that this interest is shown. Keep this in mind. Something to do with travel and him coming together here.. Not a planned at all meeting, its fate bringing you and this guy together.
Does tell you to explore what he has to offer, before fully committing to him take each day as it comes for sure. Don't rush into love like you have in the past, this time round I feel you need to get to know him first. Build a friendship and connection way before you can get the romance in.. See him being on your wave length, and doing everything by your book. I feel his name as the initial 'S' connected to him.
I really feel that your take a while this time, I'm seeing a lot of texting and messaging, I feel he comes and goes but through work, so feel traveling is part of his work so feel that for the first 4 weeks its more getting to know each other through text messages and phone calls. You be friends with this person way before you get together I feel...
As I do feel a relationship properly forming by the June.. So that's like 4 months at least before you realize that there is more than just friendship between you, I feel this is exactly a guy you need in your life. You share a lot of interest, have the same morals, similar back grounds.... Good friendship makes lasting love life relationship, that is how I feel. No man from a club, a wine bar, pub, a friend of a friend will not be right for you, because you deserve more than all of them.. This one guy is meant to be for you, you do not and I mean do not have to do anything to make this happen, he comes to you.. Im also feeling like an office that he comes in and sees you, I feel he passes you an envelope.......Look at his eyes!
I see you marrying this man! This is the only man you need to wait for....... He is darker skinned than yourself, if you could imagine 'Eddy Murphy' He would best suit the description of this guy im shown. Apart from the mouth and smile and of course younger than him, I feel he has a white diamond ear stud in.
Have I wasted my time on my previous relationship and if he even loved me?
I feel you basically answered your own there, yes is the answer. Only one of you was prepared to work at it, whilst the other wasn't. I also felt he didn't quite know how to be with you, like at times felt like he had to watch what he said to you. Where you were very much devoted and steadfast within the relationship he was somewhat not fully there with you, felt like you done a lot to try and make it work. There was a vulnerability about you that he couldn't get around. He also felt that you never believed him when he complimented you, but feel this is down to your own insecurity and confidence issues. I feel towards the end he didn't feel like you trusted him, was you questioning him a lot? I feel that this relationship has actually taken its toll on you especially from where it ended, it feels as if you couldn't believe he walked away. As it has that feeling of you being left behind. It feels that you were both trying so hard to prove that you were right for each other, that in the end it went proved the other way. There was trust issues and sense that has scared your confidence, and its made things worse with you trying to meet any new love from this point on wards. I feel you fall so deeply for this bloke that it felt like the first time you felt love, like a young girl again. All these surges of emotions come flashing to you, and at times it felt like you didn't know how to deal with them. I do feel this guy truly loved you, but he felt like he was a bit on edge and felt he was making you happy anymore, i felt he did try but ended up giving up.. I don't feel you wasted your time on him but when the tough got going you did seem to be the only person in the end trying to work at it. I do feel you learn a lot about yourself whilst being with him, so it wasn't a complete waste of time. It did make you realize what you need to work on as well, also what you really need from another person in a relationship. You are finding it hard to give your heart out now to someone though, so its not that you cant find love I just feel your rather cautious to self protect from getting your heart hurt again. As I said before your ex was in love with you and cared a great deal for you, but it just wasn't the right connection in the end, different needs, different wants,different personalities.
Love'n'light
Melissa
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Love Life
Its drawing me from 6 weeks time right until the month of February where its showing your challenges in your love life, this is showing that your pushing through everything that's been holding you back to meeting someone new, anxiety, fear see you facing the fear and doing it anyway. This means pushing yourself to talking to new faces, not being so judgmental not all men just want to get into your pants. There will be some of a few egotistical losers out there to try it on, but your a clever girl to know who is genuine and who is not. You deserve some praise here as well because you are going to be reaching a bit of a milestone, where your not one to take too many chances but go with the flow, without thinking too much, worrying too much. Your wonder why you have been so worried about getting to know someone new, ok there will be friends around you that will help you feel comfortable, and I am shown a bar to left and seating area to the right, I do see men and one approaching, don't feel scared if there is one who wants to talk to you, chatting cant do no harm right. Just give yourself a chance, your friends are there if you don't like the bloke then fair enough walk away, but see you relaxing here. I feel the reason being is your not thinking, not expecting anything. Its the start of you overcoming everything that's been holding you back to meet someone new. I see you going actually that's not too bad, he wasn't trying to pull me, we were just having an adult conversation, making you see sense that there are some actual decent guys out there. Don't always think a bloke has a hidden agenda, most go out with friends without even having intentions of meeting a girl, if they do then that's a lovely and positive thing to happen. What im saying is don't paint men all with the same brush, each one has there own reasons to want to chat or get to know you. Trust your gut instincts, I see you becoming a lot more confident around men in general though. In timings for the rest of the year im purely only seeing 'possibilities' of love not actual love.
I am drawn to February 2014 for a guy that turns even your head, and shows an interest to you. This will get you feeling a bit excited. This is also a time where your truly leaving your past behind you, and ready for the new phase in your life. Your feeling ready for love, and your giving this guy a chance. Pay particular attention to places that your going in that month, it has a lot to do with the different location that you currently are where this new male comes in. Even possibly connected to your career comes in here, as I don't feel this is like a meeting on a night out drinking, it feels very much in the day and possibly through your work link that this interest is shown. Keep this in mind. Something to do with travel and him coming together here.. Not a planned at all meeting, its fate bringing you and this guy together.
Does tell you to explore what he has to offer, before fully committing to him take each day as it comes for sure. Don't rush into love like you have in the past, this time round I feel you need to get to know him first. Build a friendship and connection way before you can get the romance in.. See him being on your wave length, and doing everything by your book. I feel his name as the initial 'S' connected to him.
I really feel that your take a while this time, I'm seeing a lot of texting and messaging, I feel he comes and goes but through work, so feel traveling is part of his work so feel that for the first 4 weeks its more getting to know each other through text messages and phone calls. You be friends with this person way before you get together I feel...
As I do feel a relationship properly forming by the June.. So that's like 4 months at least before you realize that there is more than just friendship between you, I feel this is exactly a guy you need in your life. You share a lot of interest, have the same morals, similar back grounds.... Good friendship makes lasting love life relationship, that is how I feel. No man from a club, a wine bar, pub, a friend of a friend will not be right for you, because you deserve more than all of them.. This one guy is meant to be for you, you do not and I mean do not have to do anything to make this happen, he comes to you.. Im also feeling like an office that he comes in and sees you, I feel he passes you an envelope.......Look at his eyes!
I see you marrying this man! This is the only man you need to wait for....... He is darker skinned than yourself, if you could imagine 'Eddy Murphy' He would best suit the description of this guy im shown. Apart from the mouth and smile and of course younger than him, I feel he has a white diamond ear stud in.
Have I wasted my time on my previous relationship and if he even loved me?
I feel you basically answered your own there, yes is the answer. Only one of you was prepared to work at it, whilst the other wasn't. I also felt he didn't quite know how to be with you, like at times felt like he had to watch what he said to you. Where you were very much devoted and steadfast within the relationship he was somewhat not fully there with you, felt like you done a lot to try and make it work. There was a vulnerability about you that he couldn't get around. He also felt that you never believed him when he complimented you, but feel this is down to your own insecurity and confidence issues. I feel towards the end he didn't feel like you trusted him, was you questioning him a lot? I feel that this relationship has actually taken its toll on you especially from where it ended, it feels as if you couldn't believe he walked away. As it has that feeling of you being left behind. It feels that you were both trying so hard to prove that you were right for each other, that in the end it went proved the other way. There was trust issues and sense that has scared your confidence, and its made things worse with you trying to meet any new love from this point on wards. I feel you fall so deeply for this bloke that it felt like the first time you felt love, like a young girl again. All these surges of emotions come flashing to you, and at times it felt like you didn't know how to deal with them. I do feel this guy truly loved you, but he felt like he was a bit on edge and felt he was making you happy anymore, i felt he did try but ended up giving up.. I don't feel you wasted your time on him but when the tough got going you did seem to be the only person in the end trying to work at it. I do feel you learn a lot about yourself whilst being with him, so it wasn't a complete waste of time. It did make you realize what you need to work on as well, also what you really need from another person in a relationship. You are finding it hard to give your heart out now to someone though, so its not that you cant find love I just feel your rather cautious to self protect from getting your heart hurt again. As I said before your ex was in love with you and cared a great deal for you, but it just wasn't the right connection in the end, different needs, different wants,different personalities.
Love'n'light
Melissa
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